Unable to feel any emotion.
Unable to cry except on the inside.
Used to be able to cry at the drop of a hat.
Now the tear ducts are dry as empty wells.
How do I express myself with all of my emotions drained from me?
I look at myself in the camera of my cell phone.
Trying to will myself to shed at least a partial tear.
Now I am just number from all of this lack of feeling.
Internally screaming out let me feel something anything!