I started this a few days ago and decided to just put it on hold for when I could write it the only way I could or would be able to.
A year ago I was walking around my little walkabout in Holeta wondering what it would be like to get back to the States. I kept reminding myself that yes it could happen. Just didn’t know when. I knew I would have some hurdles to jump over like where would I stay, what would I do, and mainly how to get the help that I need. I knew from past experiences that ADD was my friend and Stress and Anxiety were my reminders. They were like sisters that wanted to help me but needed to be provided in the right direction. Yes, they reminded me of what I could and could not do. They also taught me how to dream. All the things I could wish to do like cook, take care of myself, and naturally see my son again in some way.
Since then I took my steps towards my healing. Getting signed up for help from the State to get food, medical, and other things I didn’t even think of. I then enrolled in a job training program that helped awaken my retail memories in various steps. After the few jobs that I have had this year, I realized something. I was not the type that could sell things. I could suggest them and give tips. I was more comfortable being the support staff. At the spa, I realized the scanning information became something I could do. Entering the information was another thing that gave me joy. “Would you like tea or water?” Making the coconut water in the morning went from a step by step motion to something that became naturally.
Now I am back at my drawing board deciding what my next venture would be. I knew for sure a desk job would be ideal. Work in an office environment would be wonderful because I would be using my office skills. My Worksource case manager and several others are giving me lead on where to apply. I am just thinking through and picturing myself in each scenario to see if it would be the right place for me.
If there is one thing about me that you might have noticed is that I don’t give up so easily. I may take time to think (or over-think I admit) things through. It would save me and others time to make sure the choice is a right one.
Hello everybody reading this:
I had been over thinking about this one for a few weeks. My energy that I put into my Facebook page was overwhelming. I realized as much as I added not a lot came back. Then I started to wonder if I was spamming too much. So I finally made the decision to pull the plug on the page. I just couldn’t handle all the thoughts coming at me. So with sadness I am saying goodbye to Sara Gamachu, blogger page on Facebook. She was liked by 46 people and many shared her posts or picture links.
There I have that out-of-the-way. Now onto the next thought about mahaleta98.wordpress.com. How many people noticed that it has been hidden. Any show of hands? Well once again I just couldn’t keep up with it. I loved it so much it was my starter on WordPress. I haven’t deleted it just hiding it for another time when I can fully enjoy it again. As I write this my thoughts are swirling around in my head. Can you really do this Molly? Can you just do one blog? The answer is yes. I can.
With my job at the spa going really well my body adjusting to my new work schedule (new to me of course). I am going to try to give more time to journaling and sharing when I can on refresh28.wordpress.com. I want to inspire and motivate people with my words.
I have always loved reading and writing in several journals. It has been a dream to share it with the public. I hear many people asking me when was I going to write a book. I dreamily would answer “Someday when my life is put together.” Until than I just love posting on my blog. It gives me a chance to give another point of view into life. I mean how many other people can juggle life, anxiety, and a few other things I write about? Not many I think. Just doing a balancing act is hard enough.
So with all these changes I hope to gain more readers and subscribers.
For those taking on the challenge. Bon chance!
Okay, so I know that right now quite a lot of folks are trying to write a grand total of fifty thousand words. Some are stuck, while some feel they’re going nowhere. If you’re attempting to write a novel during the month of November, here’s some writing advice:
Little help from a fellow blogger thanks OP!
Some of you still aren’t tagging properly. And you are using twenty or so tags, so I know you are trying. 15 tags total. If you place the post in a category that counts as a tag. Use 13 tags and a cat to be safe. I was lazy and wrote cat instead of category. […]
Carpe Diem! Seize the day!
Some venerate their dreams by waiting years for the just-right circumstance, the just-right alignment of opportunity. If that produces something worthwhile, then by all means, do it that way. But more often than not—from what I’ve seen—it doesn’t. I don’t believe the best way to honor my dreams is to anxiously wait, hoping for the […]